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If we didn’t talked today

I wouldn’t realise that much people read my blog

xD

Thanks

for always listen what I nag

I had my own falsafah

haha

Jean , Jes

I’m touch

^^

feels so good cause I can share with you

many things is hiding inside me

I’m finding people to shared

Lucky

you willing to listen on it

feel happiness and warm

when I be with you all

.

Emo~

When i saw you sad,

I turn sad too ~

When i saw you were pleased

I’m laughing together ~

I feels that

It’s my fault that i can’t protect you

It’s my fault that i can’t cheer you up

It’s my fault that i wasn’t there when you are sad

It’s my fault that i act like nothing

but in deep of my heart

I hope you’re happy

I hope you’re protected

I hope you’re safe

I just wish you know that

I’m always here for you.

Dear,today is your Brithday.[4thSeptember1990]

I planned to celebrate with you,

but, i guess i don’t have the right to celebrate it together with you.

Seriously, i don’t have any mood after you leave me =(

This topic again ? What the Fuck

23August08, we couple =)

everyone saw us holding each others hand. So sweet

we having our private time together

sms ~ dating ~ yamcha

26August08, i go yamcha with you

share lot of things with you.But i got to go bcuz mum in bad condition

Finally 28August08, 1st date with you

I didn’t go to the meeting but i go dinner with you.

We go to Amigo for our dinner.

Meet Melvin and others

for Movie "Money not enough 2

i with my best outlook

so my dear would leave a great memories with me in 1st date

But, i very lame

cry while watched the movie :’(

hug her n cry in her arms

she do understand why i cry

she care about me so much

what happen next

i send her home

and kiss her.1st official kiss

Had a Great memories in that day

Holidays comes, total of 5days

she went back hometown

what do we do? sms i never call her, not even once (no $$, shh…she doesn’t know it)

she think we r fast, since this is her 1st times

she told me

but i told her that somethings really bad

somethings that i shouldn’t tell

somethings that makes her leave me

this afternoon she sms me again

she asked when the time i ask her to become my girl

did i ever asked other girl the same question

i was shocked n surprise

why she ask? who the fuck who told her?(please don’t ever let me know who you are, and you better keep quiet, i swear i’ll kill you ^^)

i told her the truth

and she not happy (i think)

21years old man , doesn’t success in life, poor, family problem, diploma still =.=

she afraid if she ask for break i’ll sad

but i beg her to choose it if she doesn’t love me

we break = my heart break

thought i found the Ms.Right for the rest of my life

but i was wrong

i cried again ;’( but this times is because of her

seriously its damn FUCKING hurt

I’m Sorry to all of you :’(
Mum, I’m so sorry. I didn’t do my best
I really want to give up maths
Sis, I know you do the best to help me,
but still i can’t overcome it myself. =(
Friends who help me from beginning,
I can’t do anything other than say sorry.

CLS, i really plan to leave you.
But, i have my job to finish.

God, why can’t you give me a hand?
Why i should suffer of these?
Fuck

after the camp
there’s one event that needed new member to organize ~
is called 迎新夜 orientation night ~
I had been selected bcome one of the committee ~
Happy but tiring  , that’s real :S
I was like exhausted after the event
I was chosen bcome one of the MC ~
side event MC  : Stars search
I and JinXiang couple MC
well she trained me hard , ;[
but she is good .
before that we are nervous and almost give up
but lastly we overcome it xD
so i really appreciate wat her done
i miss the night , haha
We had fun together with everyone
hehe

1stly ,i was happy to join this camp held on 18~20 July 08
thursday is camp briefing , i meet with my team member
which lead by Ah Teck (Senior)
i not really like him at 1st , but after d camp is running
i change my mind , he is a nice person
my teammate :
Tommy,MengHin,ChauHwee,KiatSeng,LayAnd,ShinHuai,Wayning,Ellyn,Emily
we are quite low at the 1st but after are run through
we getting know each other more
then we are like one family
different people different character
hehe
we are so happy , crazy bunch of people too
i always meet different people
I love all of you bcuz u guys give a good memories to me
every night we sleep ard 2~3 hours
but we had fun hehe